Well..it is done. I want to thank all of you for your words of advice.
I decided it wasn't a good idea for me to go. He seems like the type that would fall even more into me if I spent anymore time with him.
So what happened was, I saw the therapist tonight (being seeing one for PTSD, depression and stress)..and we discussed it. We discussed that regardless of who it is, I am probably better off not dating right now anyways. Soooooooo...Instead of lying, that is what I told him. It is not a good time for me to be dating anyone right now. I can't afford the extra stress of a relationship on top of Sunrise, and school. Since school is a major stressor, I should not add to the whole stress of..."Should I go out with him tonight or study for my tests or do my homework". One added stress I do not need.
Ohhh but all of your comments were very insightful! I especially like the one that said that I wouldn't find Mr. Right anyways if I was with him. I so agree..and that was another thing going on in the back of my mind too.
Thanks again! I knew I could count on my bloggy friends. (Or Doogs as MommyPie calls ya!)
Ohhh and by the way...I am soooo far behind again on reading blogs. I try to get them read daily, but sometimes I cant. Eventually I do read them, but sometimes, I just don't have the time to comment to everyone. Please know..I hate that I cant but it is so hard some days with all this work!
One last thing and Im off to bed. Thank you for the awards. I will get them up, probably this weekend. You people are so good to me!
Take care all...and thanks again. Talk to you soon!