Ok...so I go out to dinner with some "friends" I use that term loosely. Basically they are people I know online.

Well the friends brought the devil boy himself...UGHHHH...

Quit telling your child you are going to punish him and do it! This kid was crawling on the table, under the table, playing with the automatic papertowel dispenser in the servers area...hitting one of the guys with us. All I kept hearing was "Devilboy stop, stop stop stop stop stop" UGHHHHH...I hope to God that Sunrise doesnt turn out like this!


Now Im watching Friends....WHAT THE HELL??? Ive only seen every freaking episode three times. BTW...Ross...YOU WERE ON A BREAK.

Well..why we are on the subject of tv....Why is it that none of my favorite shows are on 24/7. I wanna see the beginning of Grey's Anatomy and House.

Lucky you dear reader...two posts in one day. I wrote that post over the weekend and well..Im in a better mood.

I went to dinner with banana boy tonight....he wasnt too bad. He is short...2 inches shorter then me..but I can live with that. He looks like a real geek..but Im goin to try and look past that. He said to me that he wanted to go to Margarittaville..I told him I only knew of one about 2 hours away...he said well what about key west...I told him if he was paying...I'll go. He said ok...I thought he was joking..but he kinda looked half serious.

He was ok...I really couldnt find anything wrong with him..just think we are real different. But then again, different can be good...right?

For the first time in a long time...I was able to have a nice glass of wine with dinner...have intelligent conversation...and had an awesome dinner. So...maybe it will work...maybe it wont. We will see.

Hopefully tomorrow I will have more comiconal ....but for tonight..I need to head to bed.

Im so tired...I dont know why...I just am.

I think this single mom stuff is getting to me. I hate being tied up in the house all the time. I hate the fact that I have an attachment to my hip if I leave the house. I love sunrise to death...and cant see being without her...but I just need a freaking break!

I guess if I lived on my own...and not at my parents I could have a babysitter come over. But I live with family..and I dont think they would appreciate me bringing someone over to watch her. Mom is working ALOT of hours...so she is tired. Dad..well...he likes to spend time with her..but just doesnt like to babysit. So here I sit..stuck in the house.

I want to get out...I want to breathe...I want to go have a drink...UGHHHH I want I want I want.

Anyways...Im just in a down mood...dont mind me.

Ok...so I apologize. I havent kept up on this blogging thing...I didnt really think anyone would read...but I got a couple comments...I feel so special.

Anyways, so I go out on a hot date with hmmm...let's call him....Cop. He is very cute, funny, personable...and seemed like an all around great guy. But something is telling me he is hiding a secret...You know...that secret of the "m" word....So as much as I liked hanging out with him...I think Im going to have to pass on him in the future. I also feel like Im just a piece of ass for him...We can not have that...though it was nice to release some "tension" for a night.

Then I get a call from ...let's call him...Banana Boy..LOL He seems like a real nice guy but I feel like we are just way too different. He has "class" and "culture" in his life...where I have very little. Id love to get this class and culture...because Ive always wanted to attend alot of symphonies...plays...musical...wine tastings...etc. But I dont think he could possibly be attracted to me. He grew up in a rich family. His father is an attorney, and Im not sure of his mom.

He is very nice dressing from what I can tell. Some might ask if he maybe even gay I suppose...but he insists on wanting to get to know me. So I think we are going to go out for coffee on Sunday...at least as of right now we are. It should be interesting.

We shall see what happens. I should still be locked up in the convent...but I just can bring myself to do it. I hate being single...Im ok with it...but Id rather be with someone then alone with just me and sunrise.

Well the weekend is coming up...I will be writing tons ...I have alot of things running through my mind...so we will see. But for now....I should run.

Tata